Chapter5、而学会了哭泣便停不了泪水(2)

thatitmightbetheend

    intheeendsidon'tlistentothem

    yougototosleepthenyoudoit,youdoit

    ifyou'reluckythenyoudoitagain

    yeahwewalkthroughaworldthatwedon'tuand

    whenilookinyoureyesi'mjusthappyi

    yeahwilllaughandwilldwillloseandwillwin

    willgetthroughitandtoproveit,yeahwilldoitagain.

    there'sgloryinmysaddeststory..

    lookatit,juststidbricks

    makesyouwantmyhowlofpiecesthick

    wherewegoandwherewe'vebeen

    thisain'tparadisewe'relivingin

    it'sadiamond,it'sadirtyplasticpearl

    uh,butain'titabeautifulworld.

    it'sashamewhentheysaythat'sit'sbihesin

    theydiginthatgraveupand..aheads

    there'sakidwithadreamintheskyforhisstars

    there'sanotherfirstkiss,inthembaecar.

    turneandwritethestory..」

    我好怀念哥哥的吉他声，清脆撩人，每一个音符都这样动人心弦，不管离开了多久这声音依旧在我海中停滞，给了我回味思念的力量。

    而那同时也意识到这是小时候我最爱听的歌之一，当时的我深信不疑世界是美好到令人惊艷绝无二例，而今我却遗忘了当初的初衷。甚至可以说初衷死了，没入那最深邃的眼眸底。听着听着我感觉从喉中发出了抹声音，来自于自己的声音，我缓缓开口唱着，配合着哥哥的旋律，我唱着，唱着，泪又流了下了，又滑落了几滴感动的泪珠，又笑得更灿烂。

    ──终于在十六岁的那年我学会了哭泣，也因此，我变得很爱哭泣，很爱哭泣。真的很爱。